Hey world...
This blog is more on a somber, melancholy vibe... One of my best friend's, who's really like a sister to me, got married this past Saturday, July 30th. I had been looking forward to this day for months & was so excited for her. Her husband is a great guy & liked him the first time she introduced him to me. Due to some very unfortunate & unforeseeable circumstances, I was unable to make it to the wedding & it has torn me to pieces. I cried so hard on Saturday because it really hurt me that I couldn't be there to share the experience with her! Even as I type, I'm tearing up because I just love her so much & the thought of possibly disappointing her is unbearable... She has been so great to me & her family. They welcomed me into their lives & their home.
Although she hasn't expressed any disappointment, I'm just still really sick about missing out. When you really love & care for someone, it's just not a good feeling letting them down. This was a huge occasion! And I missed everything!!! Her walk down the aisle... Her dad giving her away... Their vows... The "I Do's"... The sacred kiss... The first dance... Bouquet & garter toss... The cutting of the cake... ALL THE TRADITIONAL WEDDING MOMENTS THAT ARE UNFORGETTABLE. And the only way I can know what transpired that day is via pictures... It's just not the same. I'm just so hurt... This may bother me for awhile. I love hard & loyal to those I care about. My heart is just in pieces over this..... *sigh*
Stacy if you read this, I LOVE YOU & DARREN. I'm SO SORRY I MISSED YOUR WEDDING DAY. PLEASE FORGIVE ME.
Larry N. Phillips aka L BooG
BooG's World
Wednesday, August 3, 2011
Monday, August 1, 2011
Just Random
What's up world...
I'm just in a random mood so I decided to share it with the world lol... I've definitely had some ups & downs this year. It has basically been the best & worst year at the same time!! Crazy, right??? Despite any challenges or things that didn't go my way, I have no complaints. I believe that everything has to happen the way it does & that we have the power to change our situations. Why point fingers when we're the ones making the decisions about what does or doesn't happen. We're not being controlled by strings or by a remote control. It's so easy to place blame on everyone or everything else except ourselves.
I personally don't do the blame game... Nor do I try to duck accountability or my responsibilities. You can't call yourself "grown" if you aren't responsible. BE GROWN FOR REAL. Stop playing & acting like you are.
That was my rant...lol
So, in other news... I'm living the single life once again & doing the dating thing hasn't really been a priority. Crazy thing is, I'm actually interested in someone. It's hard being a single man because there are so many choices. SO MANY FINE WOMEN! Sheesh!!!! LOL!!!! Unfortunately, I can't just date to date. It's pointless. You should date with a purpose. I'm at a point in my life where I'm thinking long-term. If I meet someone & marriage isn't something they're thinking about then dating IS NOT AN OPTION. I'd be wasting your time & mines. NOT SMART. I'm looking though... Which is good for me because for awhile I didn't even have the desire to. My belief in the process had wavered a little bit. But I just couldn't allow past situations keep me chained & boxed in. I want to be happy & make someone else happy for a lifetime. I desire to be a husband & a father. And I know I'd be great in both roles!
Well, I'm done with that spill...lol
My next topic is concerning church/religion/spirituality... But I'm going to devote a blog just for that. I got a lot to say!! LOL!!
Anyway, thanks for listening... All comments are welcome & appreciated.
BooG
I'm just in a random mood so I decided to share it with the world lol... I've definitely had some ups & downs this year. It has basically been the best & worst year at the same time!! Crazy, right??? Despite any challenges or things that didn't go my way, I have no complaints. I believe that everything has to happen the way it does & that we have the power to change our situations. Why point fingers when we're the ones making the decisions about what does or doesn't happen. We're not being controlled by strings or by a remote control. It's so easy to place blame on everyone or everything else except ourselves.
I personally don't do the blame game... Nor do I try to duck accountability or my responsibilities. You can't call yourself "grown" if you aren't responsible. BE GROWN FOR REAL. Stop playing & acting like you are.
That was my rant...lol
So, in other news... I'm living the single life once again & doing the dating thing hasn't really been a priority. Crazy thing is, I'm actually interested in someone. It's hard being a single man because there are so many choices. SO MANY FINE WOMEN! Sheesh!!!! LOL!!!! Unfortunately, I can't just date to date. It's pointless. You should date with a purpose. I'm at a point in my life where I'm thinking long-term. If I meet someone & marriage isn't something they're thinking about then dating IS NOT AN OPTION. I'd be wasting your time & mines. NOT SMART. I'm looking though... Which is good for me because for awhile I didn't even have the desire to. My belief in the process had wavered a little bit. But I just couldn't allow past situations keep me chained & boxed in. I want to be happy & make someone else happy for a lifetime. I desire to be a husband & a father. And I know I'd be great in both roles!
Well, I'm done with that spill...lol
My next topic is concerning church/religion/spirituality... But I'm going to devote a blog just for that. I got a lot to say!! LOL!!
Anyway, thanks for listening... All comments are welcome & appreciated.
BooG
Open Mic Jam
Here's the features for the month of August!!! Open Mic Jam is steadily growing!!! There is so much talent in the city of Detroit & we're happy we can help showcase artists to YOU!!! For info, email: theopenmicjam@gmail.com or call 248.905.1219
EVERY WEDNESDAY!!!
August 3rd - Renowned Poet T. Miller
August 10th - Producer/Musician Brandon Williams
August 17th - L BooG & SaxAppeal (Album Release for UnMarketAble)
August 24th - DeLaurian & Mahogany Jones wsg Author Monica Marie Jones
August 31st - Soul Singer L.G.
HOPE YOU CAN MAKE IT OUT!!!
Special shout outs to Miya Cusic & Brandon Williams who will be celebrating their birthdays with us!!!
BooG
TeamBooG Events
Hello world!!!! Just want to give you a run down of events being brought to you by myself & TeamBooG. We currently have 2 weekly events & 1 monthly with a few more coming soon... I'm so thankful & grateful to have awesome supporters who come to our events! Check out our events below!!
WEEKLY EVENT
WEEKLY EVENT HELD ON WEDNESDAY
MONTHLY EVENT EVERY 1ST FRIDAY
New event info will be posted soon.
BooG
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