Hey world...
This blog is more on a somber, melancholy vibe... One of my best friend's, who's really like a sister to me, got married this past Saturday, July 30th. I had been looking forward to this day for months & was so excited for her. Her husband is a great guy & liked him the first time she introduced him to me. Due to some very unfortunate & unforeseeable circumstances, I was unable to make it to the wedding & it has torn me to pieces. I cried so hard on Saturday because it really hurt me that I couldn't be there to share the experience with her! Even as I type, I'm tearing up because I just love her so much & the thought of possibly disappointing her is unbearable... She has been so great to me & her family. They welcomed me into their lives & their home.
Although she hasn't expressed any disappointment, I'm just still really sick about missing out. When you really love & care for someone, it's just not a good feeling letting them down. This was a huge occasion! And I missed everything!!! Her walk down the aisle... Her dad giving her away... Their vows... The "I Do's"... The sacred kiss... The first dance... Bouquet & garter toss... The cutting of the cake... ALL THE TRADITIONAL WEDDING MOMENTS THAT ARE UNFORGETTABLE. And the only way I can know what transpired that day is via pictures... It's just not the same. I'm just so hurt... This may bother me for awhile. I love hard & loyal to those I care about. My heart is just in pieces over this..... *sigh*
Stacy if you read this, I LOVE YOU & DARREN. I'm SO SORRY I MISSED YOUR WEDDING DAY. PLEASE FORGIVE ME.
Larry N. Phillips aka L BooG
Y u miss the wedding?? U should've prepared abundantly before to attend especially if that's ur Best friend!
ReplyDeleteDId you not read the blog??? The issue wasn't lack of preparation. You can't prepare for the unknown.
ReplyDeleteAnd why are you commenting anonymous???? That's weak...