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Whats up world... I'm not always a man of many words so it's crazy that i decided to start blogging. But i see this as an opportunity to have another outlet to express myself when i do have something to say & also speak for others. And I'm seeing that this can be another way to help others by way of promotion as well. Helping others isn't just something i say & lay claim to but it's who i really am as a person. My actions justify what i speak. I've learned that that's the only way to be. I no longer put on facades. I have no reason to lie to anyone or be fake. I can't be. That's totally not me. I just have this deep conviction when it comes to lying & the guilt of it would be so crazy i got to a point in life where i just decided to keep it real no matter what. Right or wrong.

Astonishingly, it actually is very refreshing. For me, it feels great to be honest at all times. There are a lot of people in this world living a lie. Hiding behind their status or work or school or church. Going thru this life as pretenders. You can only put up a front for so long. Speaking from experience, it weighs on you heavily. It was something i just couldn't do anymore. My desire to change & be better far outweighed the need to hide & be covered up. There's no way you can give all of yourself to someone like that. I know because I've tried. And I've failed every time. I've even went to all my friends & family to apologize for past wrongs, asking for forgiveness. But most importantly, i finally was able to forgive myself for all the wrong i did.

I realized that because of the deep hurt & pain i had, i hurt others in the process. Sometimes knowingly & at times unknowingly. I used to wish that i could take it all back, but i understand now that i needed these things to happen so i could grow, mature, evolve and gain wisdom & insight. I'm haven't arrived or anything like that. I'm still growing & look to learn something new everyday. I want to be teachable at all times. Even though i think I'm a good DJ, there's still more to learn. There's somebody else with more experience who can help me get better. And this goes for everything in our lives. I want to be more, I'm striving to be more and I'm going to be more. And i encourage you to want & be more too!

BooG

GOD loves you & so do I!!! Be blessed.

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